I am not ready to return to work tomorrow. I have been on staycation for 11 days! My work is not hard. A records technician requires a lot of reading and understanding of the law and the Texas Public Information Act. I get to determine if people are able to access information they request. It is exhausting but also fun for someone who enjoys reading, which I do. I hate that 'return to work' awkward feeling. The feeling where everyone knows what is going on, and possibly something bad about you. I am already stressing out about something that doesn't exist.
Today I kept tackling the purge of January 2021. Another stack of clothing awaits it's departure to the woman's shelter. There is much satisfaction in seeing my closet in order. I also found more handbags. I want more which is ridiculous.
I re-watched the first half of Bridgerton, because it is that good. I highly recommend this NETFLIX show. It's a romance novel come to life on tv. Yes, the show makes everyone blush.
My consumption was a single chicken taco for breakfast. For lunch, I had the last bit of my chicken and herb concoction, which was tasty. Dinner was a taco salad at Jimmy Changas. Also we both made the mistake of accepting those damn chips and salsa our waiter dropped at the table. Either way, dinner was good.
Tonight I am making chaffles. Earlier today I attempted to make them but was unable to locate my two mini dash waffle makers. Husband says he didn't throw them away, but they were no where to be found. I will post the recipe another day. They are a great alternative to bread and satisfying at the same time. Super easy to make. Cheese, egg and almond flour and any seasoning you want. It is a meal changer for sure.
Tomorrow is the like the first day of school. I have my gym bag ready for a post work, work-out. I am preparing my breakfast and lunch for work. I even got a new lunch bag. I have healthy grazing snacks. I am ready. My obstacle is the emotional mess I deal with on a daily basis. I do know I allow certain people I work with to effect me. A goal of mine is to not be influenced by the negative outside noise. Put on some music and work until 5pm.
I am going in with confidence and excitement. I do not know how it will all realistically be tomorrow. But I do know I control myself and my decisions. I will be back tomorrow to Teltschik like it is. Goodnight!
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